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Nothing or EverythingDon’t feel a thing,Nothing or Everything by ~KattieKat
It’s won’t be worth it.
Don’t shed a tear,
They never heal you.
Don’t be mad,
It won’t ever leave.
Don’t try to smile,
It will crack easily.
Feel everything you can,
It makes life beautiful.
Let a tear fall from your check,
They won’t hurt you.
Be furious at it all,
You are in control.
Smile when you can,
Happiness is worth it.
I can't...The worst part is how I fell so hardI can't... by ~KattieKat
But you let others tell us how to feel.
It got even worse when people wouldn’t shut up,
No I didn’t want to hear you bad mouth her.
It hurt even greater when you didn’t care
About how I was feeling and what I had hid.
It hurt the most when I finally figured it out,
That you didn’t care about me in my low points.
I wonder now about who you are,
And I wonder what you would do
If I started to cry,
Unable to keep myself calm.
I can’t help but doubt you right now,
I can’t help but wish you would go away.
I can’t help but hate what you’ve done,
I can’t help but feel disgust for myself.
Lost in others painI love my friends and family,Lost in others pain by ~KattieKat
But sometimes I get lost
Somewhere up in all of their pain,
Unable to tell where the exit is at.
And when I’m stuck in their alone,
I can’t help but to feel like Atlas
With your World being held up by myself,
And using all my strength to keep you up.
The question though to myself is
Where are all my troubles?
Where are they in this mess?
Have lost them all together?
I didn’t lose my problems though,
The only thing I could hope to let go of
Was everything that was a part of me,
Thrown away with out even knowing it.
And so I hold your self up
But am unable to speak of myself
My problems, my issues, my troubles
All that are all stuck in my head.
And the worst part is my lies,
Look so much like truths,
And I can’t help my reaction,
All I want is to protect you.
I am the one who hurts myself,
I am the one who never asks for help
I am the one who lies by saying I’m fine,
I am the one lost in your troubles with no way out.